Tuesday, September 29, 2015

BEEG update lol


I helped house sit at Chris's house and this is Milo the kitty and Cosmo the puppy.


We played an adventure map together in Minecraft and now we are doing another but maze based.



I saw this and immediately thought of you and took this pic.


Steve and I at Italian fest.





Made some sushi for my lunches


Caught a pic of use Chris took years ago as his wallpaper hehe


New shirt.


The blood moon


Went to the gym 6 times in the last week. We have made a new resolution to try to hold plank pose before and after dinner every day. We eat lots of fennel root. It's my new favorite thing lol Steve and I started an audio book together so treadmill isn't so boring and we have something to talk about later lol

I also got my new set of measures and even though I haven't lost much weight the composition is way different!!

So here are my changes since January

BMI 55 to 44.5
40 lbs of muscle gained
neck from 20 to 17
shoulder from 58 to 55
underbust from 52 to 48
stomach 57 to 55
hips from 68 to 60 Finally on one tape!!!!
Thigh 30 to 27
Calf 17 to 19
Bicep 19 to 17

October 22 is my shoulder surgery. I have a busy month till then and lots of recovering and no computer after that. So give me a call if I'm quiet for too long.


BIG Hugs sissy



Friday, September 25, 2015

Not much to update,...I thought.

Hi Sis!

Actually I lie, I thought of a huge thing for my update. I have not had a migraine for almost 2 weeks! After suffering them almost daily, sometimes more than once a day, they have disappeared. 0.0

No idea why, but I am thankful. Now it doesnt matter if my room is too cold at night, or if I drink caffeine, or eat sugar free candies. It's so weird though. Still keeping my dr appointment, but I doubt they'll do anything.

And of course, now I have a different problem that showed up pretty soon after the migraines quit! I've often gotten random fevers that the only other symptom is horrible body aches. They're from bacteria getting up in the tiny loop where they did my liver repair. Haven't had them in a really long time though. 6 months at least, and maybe a year. But I've had two now, a week a part, and will need to ask for antibiotics to get them to go away. I hope my dr will listen to me when I come to him with a laundry list of problems, I feel like any time I've done that before, I get tuned out and nothing gets resolved.

As for everything else, I'm chugging away really slowly on my new story, and still trying to edit my old one. I put a tiny excerpt up for critique on a writing forum I frequent, and got really good comments. It was a short story about the day Gary came to Tx. I'll let you read it sometime if you want. I'm getting more comfortable with it thanks to those ladies on the forums. I even let Gary read the short story about him, and my opening page to my gargoyle novel! I was never really planning on letting him read anything lol, because i was sure he'd hate it. but so far, so good.

Kids are good, Willow is loving school. Maggie is an unholy, defiant terror. Oh, and they got their ears pierced!! (Did I tell you that already??) Willow got some belated birthday money and paid for both hers and Maggie's. I'll send you a pic!

Hmmm let's see, what else....Weight has plateaued, but I know why. Not enough veggies and too much of the fattening stuff, so it's hard to keep my calories at a deficit. This week should be better though, here's to hoping.

For Gary's birthday we are going to one of the state park here to stay in a cabin for a few days. Nothing like the resort cabins we were in before, this is a rustic one and muuuuuuch cheaper. It's basically like tent camping, but you get a cot! No electricity, table is outside, and so is bathroom.
:;:((    <-------This is me crying because I HATE vault toilets (outhouses!) I have to pee so much at night that I may just be squatting over a coffee can instead lol.

And now for some cute pics - We went to an apple picking farm with Gary's parent this weekend. Yes, I had carbs.







That's all for now I think, love you, hope I hear from you soon! I do have more pics but I'll save those for a time I don't have so much chatter. :p Hugs!


Monday, September 7, 2015

This week

Right now I am feeling more cheerful. Emo's suck. But at leat they are giving me a break right now even though nothing has changed.

Probably part of my change in mood is I got to play on Sat. with 4 tops at once. Oh it was delicious and wonderful nom nom lol They said oh your going to be covered in bruises from head to toe but by the next morning nothing was left. If that isn't a sign I was made for this I don't know what is. Meanwhile 2 months later I still have a bruise from where I kicked a shelf with my shin lol

These are some pictures I got from Rhonda and Terry from an event about a month ago.
Really they are terrible pictures and horrible exposure etc. but cool atmosphere.



I was leaving for an appt. I had just washed my hair and brushed it back.


Had dinner at Rhonda and Terrys place and they had kids over. I made this orange, chocolate,  hazelnut cake and luckily it  was enough for 9 people and some had seconds. It's a crepe cake so super easy to build. This was my first time covering a cake in ganache.  I used gold powder, crushed caramel etc. on top.


I was cuddling with kitty and so wanted to take a picture. He looked up lol





Friday, September 4, 2015

Keto troubleshooting

Sorry sis after I got off the phone with you I started getting a migraine, so forgive me if this is scattered. Brain isnt working well. I will add more, probably on sunday? Willow is coming home tomorrow. But here's as many tips as I can write for now.


ELECTROLYTES
At about 3 days in ketosis, you might feel headache-y, fatigued, or irritable. You might get leg cramps (we both had them). This is from low electrolytes. The best way to prevent it is to supplement sodium & potassium from the very beginning. If you don't, there will come a time those symptoms hit. They may hit anyway, and at that point you need to increase the amount you're supplementing.

And listen, you're going to think that you are taking an unhealthy amount of salt. YOU'RE NOT. The diet is very diuretic at first and you will need to drink lots of water, and the more water you drink, the more electrolytes you need. THIS IS #1 IN IMPORTANCE FOR FEELING GOOD ON KETO. Srsly.

Up to 5 grams! (not mg) or sodium daily and 1-2 grams potassium.

Best ways to get electrolytes:

broth! Nice dose of sodium for headaches. You will feel better in 20 mins, easy to make, nice and warm in your tummy. If you drink it for breakfast, it helps fill you up and prevents the bad feelings. Any salty soup will work if it's 1-2 carbs per serving, but beef just tastes better.
 bullion cubes ~$2 for a lot

Salty food. It will feel wrong at first, but salt your food liberally. I promise it will not raise your BP.
1 lb salt - $.70

Nu-Salt or Morton Lite Salt - potassium chloride. Best dose you can buy. I put it on my food or even make my own gatorade with sugar free drink mix, 1/4 tsp salt, 1/4 tsp nu-salt.
Nu-Salt - $2.50


CRAVINGS
You will pretty much start craving sugar/sweet stuff/french fries from day 1. Get liquid splenda or stevia if you can. Powdered splenda/stevia has fillers that have carbs. It's not that big a deal if you can't, but it does add up.

Things to manage cravings, specially sweet ones:

Drink water.

Warm drink, like tea, coffee, or broth. Helps you fill fuller.

High fat snack. Oz of cream cheese, tsp of cold coconut oil, 1 tbsp heavy whipping cream, guacamole, 1 tbsp peanut/almond butter

Any low carb food at all. Nuts, jerky, cucumbers, pork rinds. At first you need to worry about carb intake more than caloric intake. Eat until satiated, manage calories after you adjust.

Make fat bombs. Just google up some recipes. Great for an unmanageable sweet tooth that won't go away after all that.

mug cake-
Cooking spray
1 egg
2 tbsp cocoa powder
Splenda
Pinch salt
1 tbsp heavy cream/almond milk
1/2 tsp vanilla extract
1/4 tsp baking powder


BREAKFAST
You don't like eggs, and I don't either. It's easy to get tired of them, but they are so easy I would definitely try to incorporate as many as you can stand because they are cheap, very filling, and perfect nutrition profile.

Egg ideas - egg salad, deviled eggs, egg drop soup, diced in tuna salad, quiches, omelettes, poached, scrambled with cheese. Also chopped in asian stir-fry.  Eggs and bacon/sausage/any meat. And as pancakes!!

Low carb pancakes- 2 eggs, 2 oz cream cheese, cinnamon. Blend until smooth, let the bubbles settle a minute, and then cook in a pan with butter. Tastes like french toast!! Also makes good substitute bread or tortillas. You can buy sugar-free syrup ($2.50) or make a sweet topping with heavy cream/splenda/cinnamon or butter/splenda/cinnamon.

 Chocolate PB Breakfast smoothie -
1 Oz. cream cheese
2 tbsp nut butter (almond is lowest carb but most expensive $8.50, peanut is cheapest but highest carb $2, sunflower is nice compromise, $5)
1 scoop protein powder (unflavored or low carb)
1 tbsp cocoa powder if unflavored
1 cup almond milk, or 2 tbsp cream and some water

Keto Flax meal muffins - google recipe. Basically use flax meal instead of flour. VERY calorie dense, and tiny, but good in a pinch.

Chia seed pudding- lets sit for 2 hours before eating, good to make night before.
1/4 c chia seeds
1 cup almond milk
stevia or splenda
1 tsp  or more cinnamon

Some version of mug cake for breakfast.

Bullet-proof coffee! Even if you don't like coffee? You will like this. Especially if you're in a hurry, don't feel well, or don't wake up very hungry but still need breakfast.
16 oz brewed coffee
1 tbsp butter
1 tbsp heavy cream
1 tbsp coconut oil
Blend until it turns pale. Has a wonderful, espresso-like foam.


EXERCISE
You will feel tired, and fatigued, and not be able to work out as hard or as much. Consider it a recovery while you're body adjusts to burning fat. It could last 3-4 weeks until you're fat adapted. Some ways you can help yourself in the meantime:

Drink lots of water & supplement electrolytes

Make your own gatorade to drink before & after

1 tbsp coconut oil before hand (seriously works)

Coffee for the caffiene.


BLOOD SUGAR
Day 1, you might feel like you're sugar is getting too low, but as long as you're eating low carb food, your blood glucose will be more stable than ever. Low electrolytes can mimic low blood sugar, so supplement those if you feel bad and eat as many low carb snacks as you need until you feel stable. By their nature, they keep your sugar more stable all day, so if you can get over the hump you shouldn't have any more lows. When you DO start getting too low again, time to reduce insulin.


There's lots more of course, so please, any questions ask me and I'm certain I have the answer.

Shopping list for my family (walmart prices and amounts): Will add to this when I get back!

1 big pkg chicken  breast $10 (thighs are cheaper but we decided we didn't like the texture, personal choice)
2 lbs cheapest ground beef $8
 $10 worth some sale meat, usually pork but any will do



Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Starting a new book

I'm letting the other one sit for awhile until I go back and edit/rewrite. The first draft is done, but I need some distance from it before I can make it better.

After a ton of research, it looks like if I want to make any money writing AT ALL, then I need to be doing paranormal romance 5-7 book series's. Yikes....

So I'm biting off a lot more than I can chew, but I'm trying it. Gargoyles in modern times. Yep, totally using the cartoon for inspiration!

My first book in the series is about a gargoyle guy who's only friend is a stone angel statue, a real one. He thinks he's the last gargoyle on earth.

When he goes out at night, he meets a hospice nurse at a sandwich shop that looks a lot like his angel statue, and they start falling in love.

And....that's all I have figured out for now.

I need an internal conflict, which I think is covered by them being different races and her not believing in anything paranormal because of her job.

I need an external conflict, which I don't have! I could take it a few different directions, so if you feel like it, you can tell me which idea you like or if you have any others.

*His stone angel could seem to come to life somehow and threaten their relationship. (But what would she be? I do not intend to write in any other paranormal creatures at this time.)

*More gargoyles could be looking for him and find him, and try to take him away, disapproving of the human/gargoyle romance.

OR?

Obviously I'm seriously lacking on plot. I need something that forces them to spend time together so they can fall in love, and then threaten their lives or love later.

See, I can figure out the characters and their love arc etc, but this is one of my big weaknesses - giving them something to DO, lol.

I'm terrible at world building *sigh*.

Of course you don't have to suggest anything if you don't want, I'll figure something out, but I just like asking another equally creative brain! I'll comment if I think of any other direction to go, and hopefully you will too.

Love you bunches, hope you feel better soon!

Stuffs

They moved my appt. so I still have another week to find out about MRI. At this point I sure hope it shows something he can fix. It keeps getting worse and now I can't lift my arm side ways or rotate the joint. It makes so much noise and popping etc.

On the plus side I have been working out and having really good ones. Me and Steve did an hour and a half the other day.

Lats, oblique twists, abs, biceps, rear fly, row, back ext, treadmill, squats, sit-ups and oblique lifts.

I made a really good perfume and I figured out how to make better massage bars and also make them 4 for the price of what 1 used to cost.

Not much news I've kinda been a sad sack lately. But I am trying to make money again. This is not final yet because I need to make another profile and burn some more disks and advertise in the paper but I'm close to done. I liked my old card but people seemed to expect me to show up at the door looking just like the little man. My new business model is to mostly concentrate on big repairs that are too much for onsite by the hour and do a flat rate per job per 3 days with pick up and drop off. say 125 for complete computer overhaul, virus removal, new computer set up with backups and data reintegration, computer repair, etc.


Old pic I found


 Will helped me buy some tools to get started


I got some more piano music and some stuff copied. Remind me some time I want to send a recording of me playing.

Hugs and loves

Tuesday, September 1, 2015