Saturday, August 1, 2015
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I've had a pretty good month and you can look at pics and think oh she's got a great life. I've really been very upset though and lots of things are not going right. One is shoulder is dislocating again and so I have to go get MRI again and I'm just sooo discouraged and upset over this. I may have broken up with a friend. Me and Steve are back to being really bad again. I have other health issues going on. I'm unable to motivate myself to take care of me or things I need to.
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Oh honey I'm so sorry about all those things. :(
ReplyDeleteFacebook has taught me that pictures are just the highlight reel, they are not really representative of how things are going. In fact, I think myself (and most others too) seem to post more pretty/happy pictures when things are bad, either to cope or cover it up.
Your shoulder trouble does sound discouraging, and while it sucks that you will likely have more recovery to go through, hopefully they can fix it again. It took two surgeries for my "fix" to stick too, remember?
Please talk to me more. You can call if you want. I'd like to know what's behind you breaking up with a friend, and why you and Steve are back to bad again. What happened?? Is it just one of those cycles that come from stress, or was there a catalyst?
And also, even if it sucks right now, you need to have faith that y'all will get through it. you always do.
Self-care will make you feel better. Self-care will help you cope with everything else. If nothing else, just read in bed for a few days, but do your self-care. Only after you feel better will you be able to do the other things you need to do, and I know it from experience!
/Mega hugs